I want to be better. I want to be smarter, thinner, more compassionate, more understanding, and more successful. Gosh I’ve got a lot of work to do. Hoping that blogging will help me focus. I heard something today that I need to add to my prayer list. Pray for God to change the hearts of the monsters in my life. I think I may have created a few of the monsters myself. Spring is here time to start cleaning house. God this is a fine hole I’ve dug!!! Its okay I can do all things because God is with me.  Peace ✌️ be with us all.

Nerds revolt!!!

Hard work
I was watching tv 📺 this evening and found something stated by child Sheldon rang true for me. No one rewards hard work. Our society wants flash. They celebrate the frivolous likes of Kim K. and elect presidents who earned C’s in school. Shallow dog and pony shows are what wins in life. I’ve seen it played out in my own life over and over. It’s frustrating to see the smart people get taken advantage of and allowed to only do the behind the scenes work. I thought the hardest worker deserved appreciation and rewards. Instead we’re punished with more work, no real rewards except an absent minded thank you. I was taught to take pride in my work and that this is what will win out in the long run. I’m feeling disillusioned at this point in my life. Are the folks who reep all the benefits at our expense laughing at us? Will the slackers ever get their due?  For the people who study the longest, work the hardest, and pay attention to detail while others just coast on our efforts I say we....